matilda-'s Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- over a fucking picture Fuck is the word of the day. I should have been in a weepy, babbling snotty nosed, blah mood. No, I had to go and be in a pretty fucking good mood considering everything. No dance company, mom had another seizure and is still in the hospital, Richard dumps some news on me and says basicaly to go fuck myself. And now a picture. One isn't good enough. It might be better to wake up in a shitty mood from now on and wait to see if it's worth being in a better mood. I'm thinking of leaving early again today. I'll go home and do nothing like the nothing I did last night. I'll say fuck alot or think about saying fuck alot. I made a stupid comment earlier that wasn't funny at all. I said I was sorry but the funk had already settled in. Then it was that goddamned picture. Fuck. 10:35 - Thursday, Jul. 11, 2002 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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